This is a personal message from RJ Onyx Moonshadow written on January 1, 2016, about his incident on November 7, 2015:
Merry meet everyone! I first want to say thank you to all of you who have sent me love, healing, blessings, positivity, prayers, called or texted me, or posted, commented, or replied to anything on any of my social media pages since November 7, 2015. As I go through it all, you have no idea how much all of it means to me and how much I am blessed by all of you. No words can express this enough. For those who don’t know or would like an update, allow me to explain what has happened to me on that day and during the weeks after. If you know me personally and/or read my bio either on this website or in any of my books, you may know that I have a history of seizures, where I completely blackout for a few minutes and my limbs shake vigorously. These seizures started all of a sudden in 2000 and on average, I’d have one per year until they stopped in 2005. During any of these seizures, I have never fallen, hurt myself in any kind of major way, or even been alone. Since 2005, they have been controlled to the point where they have been nonexistent through taking two different medications and I have been seeing my neurologist yearly for a check-up. Since 2013, my neurologist has been trying to wean me off the one medication by slowly decreasing the dosage so that I could only be on the one medication. Starting in October 2015, he completely took me off the one medication, which I was excited about because for years, we’ve been wanting me to only be on the one medication. On the night of November 7, 2015, around 10:30pm, I began writing an email to a friend. Shortly after 11pm, I woke up from a deep sleep feeling exhausted. I don’t even remember falling asleep. Then I noticed my drink, my container of medications, and quite a few papers were on the floor that were previously on the table next to me. I also noticed that the email I was writing had a series of random letters typed out at the end. I could only draw one conclusion: that I had a seizure. As I am usually exhausted after having a seizure, I decided to get in bed and rest. I couldn’t. When I attempted to transfer myself into bed as I normally do, I felt an excruciating pain in my upper left leg and had no idea what it was. I stopped trying to get myself into bed and got back in my wheelchair. I was unable to contact anyone all night long so I stayed in my wheelchair trying anything I could think of to soothe the pain. It wasn’t until 9am the next morning that I finally got a hold of someone and they came over to put me in bed. Thankfully, they stayed with me to make sure I was ok. When I woke up a few hours later, the pain was still throbbing. My grandparents decided to take me to urgent care, but their computers were not working, hence, their X-ray machine wasn’t working. So, they then took me to the ER, where I had both an X-ray and CT scan done. As it turns out, they found a small fracture in my femur where it meets the hip. Nobody could explain why though. The doctors asked if I fell, but I didn’t, so this was a mystery. In the end, they admitted me to the hospital for three days. In doing so, they restored my medications to the two and asked that I not bear any weight on my left leg until it heals. After the three days, the hospital released me to a rehabilitation center to get therapy for anywhere from two to six weeks. The goal was to allow the femur to heal and in the meantime, figuring out a way to only bear weight on my right leg to do everything I did before. At that point, I was unable to go home or return to work until either of those two things happens. I must say it wasn’t easy being in the rehab center and not having the independence that I had, but I kept an open heart, open mind, and open spirit as I usually do to heal my body and get it back to the way it was in order to regain that independence. Over a week later, I was able to go home and I posted an “Out of the Shadows” video of me describing the entire situation. Since then, I have spent a great deal of my time resting and healing so that I can return to my previous physical state. I’m sure that many, if not all, of you have noticed that since this happened, I have not posted any of my daily positive messages on my Facebook page or Twitter page. I sense that this occurrence has given me the chance to recharge myself and allow myself to learn, grow, and evolve even further in order to attract and achieve my own personal happiness. I’ve been doing so by taking more time to meditate, attempt to do as much yoga as I physically am capable of, and focus on my passion of studying and educating others in the areas of astrophysics, quantum physics, cosmology, and mathematics. Writing my daily positive messages is one of my favorite things to do as I love sharing my positive energy with each and every one of you, assisting in attracting your own personal happiness. I fully intend to continue to do so, but as I have been writing for well over three years nearly on a daily basis now, I believe it is time for me to, as I stated, take a break in order to recharge myself and take on new opportunities that resonate with me and my personal happiness. Remember, each and every piece of matter and energy within this entire omniverse has an infinite number of opportunities. I encourage you to attune to your Third Eye and intuition in order to pursue your passion and attract your own personal happiness, reforming anything and everything that exists in your reality into an exciting story, as I have with my “The Light of Magick” book series for the past three years. In the meantime, I will continue to post articles, images, and videos that resonate with me on all my social media pages. Please do not hesitate to contact me if you are seeking spiritual advice. I would be more than happy to offer you my perspective as I have through my daily positive messages and bi-weekly videos. If you would like to read any and/or all of my previous positive messages, please feel free to look back on my Facebook or Twitter page, as well as watch my videos on my YouTube channel. You may also purchase any or all of my three “The Light of Magick” books and/or my shirt with my Eternal Love Ankh symbol from the store section of this website. It is absolutely wonderful and magickal to see all of your loving and caring thoughts and words on my Facebook, Twitter, and YouTube pages. I love and appreciate you all so much!
Love and Light! ) <3 (